Saturday, September 9, 2017

Come Hither

Come here, let me slip 
my fingers under your sleeve.
Let me wrap your arm 
like you belong to me.

Come here, let me feel
your essence in the air.
Let me drown in your breath
In all of your despair.

Come here, let me hear you
Ramble on of life & such.
Let me watch them dance 
Your eyes I love very much.

Come here, let me steal you
To lands you've never been.
Let me show you 
All the world's you haven't seen.

Come here, let me write you
Yet another long song.
Let me possess you

Like I haven't in so long.

Shackles

When will you 
Stop saying what you don't mean 
And not doing the things you say you will. 

When will you
Start the life you so passionately talk about 
And stop letting the shackles chain you down.

When will you
Grab the ropes of the metaphorical sails of life 
And steer yourself away from that quick sand.

When will I 
See those big brown droopy eyes 
And hold the hands that heal my heart's pains.

When will you 
Finally get onto that blue & white aeroplane 
And let your heart find it's way back to me.

Nobody's Listening

They all have something to say. 
Good or bad. 
Clever or dumb.

I sit there just watching them
Their lips smacking 
Tongues rolling , Pitches dancing 
Their faces in erratic myoclonic fits.

Most of the time
They don't make any sense.
I don't think they even care
A captive audience is all they want
And lo behold I am ever-present.
Ears open, eyes big & bright.

I think my vice is I read too much.
Their annoyance if interrupted
Their disinterest in a new topic
A little groan when they do not relate?

But I could be overthinking 
Over analysing as I always do.
Maybe they do want to listen 
Maybe I'm the hermit.
The one who likes the turtle shell comfort.
Who would let them blabber on
Than tell them to stop being boring.

I never wished I had a captive congregation. 
I do like listening to people.
Who said everyone needs to think like me. 
Doesn't that make all of this worthwhile
The gazzilion different permutations of opinions?

All the same, they don't want to mould
They detest anyone's belief but their own 
It's all shades of black and white  
Right or wrong
Moral - immoral
Just or unjust
Option 1 or 2
Never a third or a compromise 
Never a shade of grey 
Blue, green or purple!

They all have something to say.
Friendly or formidable.
Intelligent or idiotic.

Howbeit, nobody is listening. 

Ephemeral

One day it will all come to an end 
The joy and the torture alike.
The world will collapse onto itself
Pulling into it every bit of light
Every essence of sound
Plunging us into complete darkness.

So why spend today being someone you are not?
Why spend it doing something you dislike?
Why pine for the boy who didn't love you
Or the girl who repeatedly broke your trust?

Everything you feel is real
Everything you sense is true. 
Embrace the turmoil & the torment. 
Rejoice in the happyness & the hilarity. 
Swallow the indifference & the insensitivity.

Because one day 
It will all come to an end 
All the apprehension 

All the euphoria.

Agenda

The aim of today's agenda  
To figure out why you are hurting.
Why are you really mad? 
What lies at the root of that pain? 

Could you blame the circumstances?
Can your loved ones take the fall? 
Or are you in a conflict with yourself? 
How will you reconcile with such a realisation? 
Can one truly accept - they are the ones to blame? 

Can you? 
Can you admit all your mistakes
Gulp it down like a dirty bitter syrup 
And ask for forgiveness
maybe forgive yourself.

Forgive yourself. 
Because the anger won't leave you.
Forgive yourself 
Because what is done is done.
Forgive yourself
Because you need to move forward.

It's time to stop looking back.

Empty

I'm soaking head to toe. 
The downpour is unkind today. 
Trees lashing, grass drooping 
The park is empty 
Obviously. 

I'm submerged brain to heart. 
The cloudburst is uncalled for today. 
Hands quivering, body shivering.
My anchor is unhinged 
Obviously. 

I'm drowning mind to soul.
The deluge is inhumane today.
Doors slamming, windows shattering.
The house is abandoned

Obviously.