My Bipolarity

Today, happy I feel

Bubbly and full of zeal

I want to jump, shout and hop around

I am sure I'm flying above the ground.

A fit of giggles I often have,

'coz of my friends

Or the nonsense I blab.
People always think I am high

But alas,

An alcoholic drink I've never gone to buy!

I am confident and strong,

But they say I'm very wrong,

When I tell them I'd survive,

If from the fifth floor I did dive.

Some days 'm bored,

Despite the good marks I've scored.

The world seems pale,

Monotonous, dull and horridly stale.

Nothing to do, nothing to say,

nowhere to go and nowhere to play.

Disinterested is what I feel

I have no idea what is the deal!

Today, sad is what I feel,

Inside a room I myself seal

Where I groan moan and drone about

All my frustration, I scream and shout.

Little things get me really angry,

But all I can do is quietly see,

Control myself while they continue to tease,

My body starts to boil, my muscles freeze...

They say I am crazy,

But I wish they'd let me be,

For I am sure they do the same,

Without their mind taking all the blame.